14/09/2010

I'm listening to "Duality" by Slipknot, and I can only remember how much it hurt me when Paul Gray died. I wondered if everything was about to be over. I was like "Oh my gosh, that can't be true yall must be kidding, right?" and then I saw the news on TV, magazins, internet, even my dad told it to me. I wondered why did that happen.... At the end I remained speechless.
Slipknot has been my first metal big love. I remember I've been the happiest girl on earth the day I bought IOWA in a virgin Megastore. Imagine a 13 years old girl screaming their songs ahah kinda funny/creepy.
People = shit, left behind.... well I was gonna write my favorite songs but I love them all.

I don't listen to them as much as I did before, because I now know that there are many many other bands and music style.
But, I don't know, they are a little special to me, as eminem or the sex pistols. That must be because they've been the first in something.

08/09/2010

I wonder if you did change your mind.

I'm just making crap.
Everything is a mess. I can't do what I wanna do, and I freaking don't know why.What usually work very well, don't work at all today.
Food, decoration, drinks.
Nothing.
And I'm tired, so tired that I'm almost crying because it's getting on my nerves.

I do need some rest.
I do need people to be with. So I'm not staying all alone more than a day in the week.

Going to my ophthalmologist appointment tomorrow afternoon.
Need to have an appoint with my hair dresser for next week.
And then, Off With My Own Head!

07/09/2010

2 days left before my appointment with the ophthalmologist. I'm just praying to have something to avoid those terrible headaches.

Other than that, I'm gonna have my party in 10 days.
I just can't wait, but have so much work until then!
Cooking, decoration, trying to find things to do....
I just hope the weather won't be too bad, this way we'll be able to go out and everything.