31/05/2010

wow... I just can't believe that in two days, I'm gonna go to Paris (and then London) to get ready to go to the US!
I've waited that for 10 months.
I've been through a lot of things during that long period of time.
I've lost one friend, some others weren't really there for me, I've had problems in my family, and I felt very very depressed for about 6 months.
But now, with this trip in sight... it's just... indescribable.
As if all of this was just one beautiful dream...
But it's not! It's real!!

This M. Turner's draw has nothing in common with my trip, but I do truly love, admire and respect what he did. He was an amazing artist.

25/05/2010

sometimes people around me don't seem to understand how much what they say can hurt.
My bro just told me (because we were talking about the fact his girlfriend told him he was jealous) : anyway, what do you know about love? nobody loves you! your have no real boyfriend.

he is wrong and he doesn't seem to realize that he did hurt my feelings, because what he said was unfair and mean..

23/05/2010

all the bands I've seen in my life :

Eths x2
Lofofora x2
Tripod x2
Gogira x2
babylon pression
tagada jones
black bomb a
fis[ch]er
black list
Indochine
les plasticines (Indochine's 1st part, so not my own choice!)
Renaud
starmania
the Police
The gazette
exist trace
The arrs
Distraught Overlord x3
undercover slut
deep purple
the cranberries
parabellum
syndrome

I think I've forgotten some...

23/05/2010

I've spent a really really exhausting week...
My parents went to Tunisia for a thalassotherapy so I've been "alone" with my little brother (who's 18 by the way)...
At first his girlfriend came home, then I had (actually I wanted) to organize something for his birthday, but he did something else and invited some of his friends to come and eat pizzas. Fortunately they didn't stay very late, and I've been able to show him what I had prepared for him. I do think it made him happy.
But other than that, I had all of my final exams this week, so I had to wake up a 6:30 AM, go to university at 7:30 and drive for an hour.... then exams... and finally I could come back home, drive for an hour, and..... clean the house, because my brother is so lazy that the only idea to help me made him laugh...
I really felt like if I was Cinderella, tidying and cleaning the house everyday because my brother didn't tidy his things at all, cooking for him and me, and I couldn't complain.
I had to stayed up very late almost every nights because I was cleaning the house until 11:30PM...
And yesterday, we went to the store to buy things to eat for his "real party" (he said he had invited about 20/25 persons, but I don't think my parents are gonna like it), So we bought meat for BBQ, salads, potato chip, and some other stuff to make a cake.
Guess what he did? NOTHING, he was gazing at me and had his hands in his pockets. I asked him what did he want to eat because at the end it was HIS party but he kept on saying "hmm... I don't know.... I don't care..."
I flew into a rage and we came back home.
I've tried my best to be really nice with him, not to ask him to do everything in the house but some help... He has just been selfish... as usual... and I'm tired of that!
anyway, I've got to go, my parents are about to come back home!

17/05/2010

sometimes I wonder if I'm a normal person...
I have tons of projects, I wanna learn of lot of stuff about history, astronomy, special effects, languages and so on... But I know that, if I start to learn all that at university, I will fail, again and again... I can't stand when there are constraints of time and of good marks...

All this make me miserable.
I would like to say,
"hey I know exactly what I wanna do in life, and I'm 200% sure about that"
But I'm not sure, I don't know what to do at all, I don't even know if I'm gonna succeed in anything. That sucks or me...

16/05/2010

I'm just SO happy,
I've finally found the "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory".
I first saw it on TV when I was about 8 years old, and I thought "WOW, this movie is just amazing!"
And then, a few years ago, I saw Tim Burton's movie "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"... well, the movie was really cool, but to be honest.... I didn't like it as much as I have loved the 1st.

15/05/2010

happy birthday to my little Pucca

13/05/2010

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
(Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Chapter 6)

10/05/10

my head is about to explode.
I'm tired of this headache, it makes me feel dizzy...

10/05/10

I really love this bug haha, it's so greats, it gives me tones of informations !

by the way, one of my wisdom teeth hurt me really bad since Friday...
I hope I'm gonna get an appointment with the dentist so he can give me drugs to calm the pain.my dad made me LOLed when he asked me if I still am friend with her...
I answered "nope she's rejected everyone including me, so, that's fine with me,
I don't care anymore!

09/05/2010

Plan for my trip to the U.S.A :

• June 2nd : I'll leave to Paris first, then to London and I'll spend the night in the "check-in place" of the airport and it's gonna be boring and tiring as hell!
• June 3rd : take off.... 10 hours in a plane and landing in L.A, I'll go to the B. B. Youth Hostel IN Hollywood! I'll let my things there and start visiting and shopping, and I think I'll also go to Kat Von D's High Voltage Tattoo Shop
• June 4th : I'll probably go to Universal Studio Theme Park (if I find someone to go there with) and another drop by in the tattoo shop
  
• June 5th : last day to visit and go shopping because I'll be heading to Fairbanks AK. in the evening

09/05/2010

This is a new start from the very beginning,
I had some problems with a bunch of stupid girls, so I needed a new blog,
where I can write freely, without being judged or criticized by them!
Haha


To say a word about myself,
I'm Julie, 20, from France.
I'm a kid at heart, I can be a weirdo,
I love tattoos, drawing, reading, video games, movies, cartoons....
well that's all you need to know for the moment!